Wednesday, 1 October 2014

If I close my door, please don't stop knocking.

There are moments in life where you end up on crossroads, the most dreadful turning points of our lives. The point, where every judgment and decision you've ever made, all looks like nothing but a huge mistake. And the worse thing about those times are, that all who claimed to be our friends for life leave us when we need them the most. And the ones who stick around are pushed by us for no apparent reason. These are dark times, that will lead you do things that you never meant to do. We hurt the people around us,  and also end up becoming victims of our own actions.
 I have been on many turning points , I always end up isolating myself, I stop seeing my friends and I quit talking to my family members. I don't have any answers, nor any explanation to this behavior. Makes me wonder if I am mentally alright, or have I lost my mind. People around me say that I have an attitude problem, or their famous line "teenagers like to seek attention this way", and that my fellow relatives is ridiculous.As if the problems we are dealing with aren't enough, someone from our own circle always has this tendency to make our situation far worse. The reason why I wanted to right this down is that we often shut ourselves up ,but that doesn't mean that we don't ever want to be found. Its lonely and its dark, and these times are depressing. and we human, don't have the guts to admit that we need help. We have problems that we can't deal with, some that we are scared and embarrassed to share. So If we shut our doors, and yell to be left alone, don't take our words too seriously. We all need our spaces and time to think, but in these times what we need is a soft gaze and warm embrace to tell us, that this too shall pass. It can be bad grades, relationship problems or more importantly, family conflicts.  Every person alive, no matter how strong they are, want to be reassured, that the most impossible of the situations have a solution. 'So if I close my door, please don't stop knocking' is a thought that lingers in every person's mind who is going through a hard time. And anybody who is reading this, and is struggling with anything, my fellow readers, it will pass. Time never stops, everything good or bad has to eventually pass.

                                                                                                          -Love Mahal

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